If I Really Want

If I really want, he 
There's no excuse, heaven
 whispered in reply

I can do anything, take 
to the sky and fly
Or drown in sorrow, and 
run away and hide

When our lives are over, and 
the dust has settled
Will my mark be seen, or 
will someone else have done better

But who can out match me, who 
can fake me and ride
The beautiful beast I have tamed, 
instead of letting it die 

There's a wave marching in,
gonna take me so high
It'll wash away clean, all 
the tears I have cried 

Until I am up, my 
searching won't cease
The tide filling up, drowning 
those trapped underneath